In my dream

i didn't just had this idea to draw, (first of all ,i do not couple my OC with anybody ,people can get jealous and hurt if you couple their favorite character with your own OC and i don't want to hurt anybody)

let me tell you this, i have something physical going on, i don't want to go into details cuz some people might think it's gross ^^' but i've been struggling with it for 3 years now ,some times it's okay but other times it feels like hell, so now my mom and i decided to let it be examined by the ones from the hospital, i am a bit scared ofcourse cuz i don't know if it will be a bad thing or not.

i am feeling not well for the past 2 weeks, i can't eat well ,cuz i feel nauseous almost all the time,through that i lost some weight and i'm not happy about it, i sometimes just feel sick and start to shake.

i woke up from a dream, i'll tell you what i dreamed.
so i was in a pool ,there was alot of noise from people playing around, the pool was deep so i couldn't really stand in it properly. i know i went with someone to the pool and not alone, my brain decided to put junkrat in it cuz at the moment that's the person i like and am happy around. just heard him being silly , then he got closer, i hugged him and he said 'aww' and just hugged me back, i needed that hug, even though it was just a dream, it felt like such a welcoming and comfortable hug. it made me feel better when i woke up ^^

i didn't drew myself ,but drew Elque instead ,cuz she still represents me :V